#16 - drunk asshole

so my asshole side came out that one night at the mansion.
a friend told me so.
yeah, i don't remember that night but apparently i was mean.

apparently...i was EXTREMELY mean and aggressive towards another friends who was just trying to take care of me. i feel bad about that. i don't even know what i was saying, but when i was told what i had said, i was like..."oh damn. i feel bad."

so i told myself i'd make it up to the person. i got him cake.

but that was short-lived.
i was being a prick to another friend. i guess i said a lot of stuff i shouldn't have said when i was drunk. it happens to everyone.
but when i do it, it's usually not TOO bad.

but i guess i said stuff to this person as if i was trying to make them feel guilty. which resulted in them being mad at me.
then i said stuff that made them sad. and i really feel bad about that. really really really bad.

i'll make it up to that person too sometime.

sorry guys. my bad. =\
never again.

well yeah, i guess that's all.
i said stuff that i would never say to people sober...at least i don' think so. haha.
no more drunkeness for me for awhile. i don't want that stuff to happen again.

good night.