not really much to say.
except that this year was definitely filled with downs and ups.
and i say it like that because there were a lot more downs at first and then more ups in the latter part of the year...and they were some MAJOR downs and some MAJOR ups.
hopefully the start of the new decade will bring MAJOR ups throughout the year...
man...it's already been 10 years since the new millenium. wow. so many things have changed over the last 10 years...it was so different than the 90s. i wonder how these next 10 will differ from the last 10...
happy new year's to all!
Thursday, December 31, 2009
Sunday, December 27, 2009
#53 - its christmas time!
i like how i actually sound enthusiastic about christmas.
this is the first christmas in a while that i was actually quite happy and into it...even though it didn't even feel like christmas.
kind of feels like it crept up on me. i've been too busy to really let the holiday season sink in to me.
regardless, it was still a good christmas. didn't do much. i never usually do. went to a family friend's party for christmas eve...that's always chill. went to my cousin's christmas day. that was chill too...and i got to play with my cute nephews.
but yea, the past few years, christmas has been blah.
this year it wasn't. and i'm thankful for that. i'm actually feeling good and happy about it. and there's still new years.
i can never go out on new years though because my parents always hold a party at my house. kind of sucks because i actually want to go out. but it's whatevers. i'm not going to trip. i'm still pretty happy about everything.
didn't really ask for anything this christmas, but i know there are somethings i really wanted. it's nothing anyone could have given to me, so it's all good. didn't really get it but i didn't really mind. didn't think i was anyways.
=]
...a smile on face during holiday season. a real one too. not a fake one.
feels good.
this is the first christmas in a while that i was actually quite happy and into it...even though it didn't even feel like christmas.
kind of feels like it crept up on me. i've been too busy to really let the holiday season sink in to me.
regardless, it was still a good christmas. didn't do much. i never usually do. went to a family friend's party for christmas eve...that's always chill. went to my cousin's christmas day. that was chill too...and i got to play with my cute nephews.
but yea, the past few years, christmas has been blah.
this year it wasn't. and i'm thankful for that. i'm actually feeling good and happy about it. and there's still new years.
i can never go out on new years though because my parents always hold a party at my house. kind of sucks because i actually want to go out. but it's whatevers. i'm not going to trip. i'm still pretty happy about everything.
didn't really ask for anything this christmas, but i know there are somethings i really wanted. it's nothing anyone could have given to me, so it's all good. didn't really get it but i didn't really mind. didn't think i was anyways.
=]
...a smile on face during holiday season. a real one too. not a fake one.
feels good.
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
#52 - snow trip
oh damn.
that was a fun weekend.
my snow trip started late on friday night, and i arrived with jeannine and kenneth. my goal was to get those two WASTED that first night because they've never been drunk before.
it was a success. jeannine was drunk and calling friends. kenneth was shitfaced and couldn't even walk anymore. ajay and i enjoyed seeing him drunk like that. he ended up throwing up and not remembering most of the night. good night for kenneth.
mary also got shitfaced. she was funny. but she's also grinding up and getting freaky on every person there. not just guys. but every person. she ended up throwing up some too, and i was there to take care of her. i had a pretty good buzz but i wasn't able to drink more to totally get messed up because i had to take care of people. i don't mind though. it's not like i'd just leave mary to suffer in a drunken state.
i was just happy she was there too.
aside from those three freshmen, there were several others running around drunk.
there were brownies made. special brownies. made by phil. not the easiest to eat as they were a bit hard on the outside, but i had 3 of them, and they hit me good.
i may not have gotten drunk, but i did get blown off those brownies.
this was the first night.
second day/night was fun too.
went tubing. was me, mary, jeannine, kenneth, kassandra, tony, christian, dane, and ajay. we were going crazy and doing different formations and different ways to go down the ice. we tried this formation where we held hands in a circle...and that just ended in an unsatisfactory manner to me. i fell off my tube, and since i was in front, i rolled on the ice, got run over by everyone else, and had my face dragged on the snow.
it really hurt. i was done after that.
then back to the house for more drunken fun. i drank continuously for a while. i remember just taking shots and eventually got drunk. i was more drunk than mary that night. more drunk than kenneth. and that's all i can really say.
i knocked out around 1 am.
i remember TAE coming...as in robbie, craig, JP, and macky...and creating so much noise that people couldn't sleep.
that gave me a headache when they were banging on our door. i was already drunk and trying to sleep.
eventually i was able to sleep though...while everyone downstairs would continue to get more effed up.
then the next morning...it was time to go back home.
boo.
i had a lot of fun at snow trip and i enjoyed being with the people that were there. i wish we all could have stayed another day...
it was a good way to start off my winter break though.
i already miss snow trip. had some awesome times up there.
that was a fun weekend.
my snow trip started late on friday night, and i arrived with jeannine and kenneth. my goal was to get those two WASTED that first night because they've never been drunk before.
it was a success. jeannine was drunk and calling friends. kenneth was shitfaced and couldn't even walk anymore. ajay and i enjoyed seeing him drunk like that. he ended up throwing up and not remembering most of the night. good night for kenneth.
mary also got shitfaced. she was funny. but she's also grinding up and getting freaky on every person there. not just guys. but every person. she ended up throwing up some too, and i was there to take care of her. i had a pretty good buzz but i wasn't able to drink more to totally get messed up because i had to take care of people. i don't mind though. it's not like i'd just leave mary to suffer in a drunken state.
i was just happy she was there too.
aside from those three freshmen, there were several others running around drunk.
there were brownies made. special brownies. made by phil. not the easiest to eat as they were a bit hard on the outside, but i had 3 of them, and they hit me good.
i may not have gotten drunk, but i did get blown off those brownies.
this was the first night.
second day/night was fun too.
went tubing. was me, mary, jeannine, kenneth, kassandra, tony, christian, dane, and ajay. we were going crazy and doing different formations and different ways to go down the ice. we tried this formation where we held hands in a circle...and that just ended in an unsatisfactory manner to me. i fell off my tube, and since i was in front, i rolled on the ice, got run over by everyone else, and had my face dragged on the snow.
it really hurt. i was done after that.
then back to the house for more drunken fun. i drank continuously for a while. i remember just taking shots and eventually got drunk. i was more drunk than mary that night. more drunk than kenneth. and that's all i can really say.
i knocked out around 1 am.
i remember TAE coming...as in robbie, craig, JP, and macky...and creating so much noise that people couldn't sleep.
that gave me a headache when they were banging on our door. i was already drunk and trying to sleep.
eventually i was able to sleep though...while everyone downstairs would continue to get more effed up.
then the next morning...it was time to go back home.
boo.
i had a lot of fun at snow trip and i enjoyed being with the people that were there. i wish we all could have stayed another day...
it was a good way to start off my winter break though.
i already miss snow trip. had some awesome times up there.
Thursday, November 26, 2009
#51 - it's thanksgiving
happy thanksgiving to everyone!
...or whoever may read this.
i actually feel quite thankful this year. i'm not going to lie, i don't always feel so thankful...especially in the past few years.
but this year...it's good.
plus it's my sister's birthday.
cool.
have a good one.
...or whoever may read this.
i actually feel quite thankful this year. i'm not going to lie, i don't always feel so thankful...especially in the past few years.
but this year...it's good.
plus it's my sister's birthday.
cool.
have a good one.
Monday, November 23, 2009
#50 - sleepover!
this weekend went by fast. spent some good time with the freshies.
christian. mary. tara. and dane.
they came over to my house in diamond bar and slept over.
it was kind of a last minute thing. actually, it was tara and mary's idea...then we told dane when we were about to leave...and same with christian.
it was chill. it would've been much better if my parents didn't come home. i thought they were at work...but NOPE. they surprised me in the middle of the night...while the rest of us were taking shots and right when me and christian were about to get the table for beer pong. haha.
i'm SO glad we didn't set up that table earlier...
the plan was to get christian drunk and let him entertain the rest of us. that didn't happen. but it was still a chill night.
it's nice to have people visit me in diamond bar. i don't see many LB people over where i live.
everyone slept late of course.
and the next day...before going back to LB...we went to life plaza in rowland heights and went to CUE.
yes, that's right. the very asian picture taking place where you draw on the pictures.
i realized how i totally fail in decorating those pictures. i'm not pro like some other people who go there all the time.
then i took them back to LB.
it was a chill weekend. i have a good time at home with them 4 visiting.
smiley face.
christian. mary. tara. and dane.
they came over to my house in diamond bar and slept over.
it was kind of a last minute thing. actually, it was tara and mary's idea...then we told dane when we were about to leave...and same with christian.
it was chill. it would've been much better if my parents didn't come home. i thought they were at work...but NOPE. they surprised me in the middle of the night...while the rest of us were taking shots and right when me and christian were about to get the table for beer pong. haha.
i'm SO glad we didn't set up that table earlier...
the plan was to get christian drunk and let him entertain the rest of us. that didn't happen. but it was still a chill night.
it's nice to have people visit me in diamond bar. i don't see many LB people over where i live.
everyone slept late of course.
and the next day...before going back to LB...we went to life plaza in rowland heights and went to CUE.
yes, that's right. the very asian picture taking place where you draw on the pictures.
i realized how i totally fail in decorating those pictures. i'm not pro like some other people who go there all the time.
then i took them back to LB.
it was a chill weekend. i have a good time at home with them 4 visiting.
smiley face.
Monday, November 16, 2009
#49 - oh yeah =]
=]
i'm quite happy right now.
things are going prreettty good.
and i'm excited for christmas.
i'm quite happy right now.
things are going prreettty good.
and i'm excited for christmas.
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
Sunday, November 8, 2009
#47 - there's no 'i' in team
there's no 'I' in team - taking back sunday
it's an awesome song. pretty deep.
if you know the back story to this song concerning Brand New...it's quite interesting.
i just found out the exact meaning the song.
gotta say i could relate.
it's an awesome song. pretty deep.
if you know the back story to this song concerning Brand New...it's quite interesting.
i just found out the exact meaning the song.
gotta say i could relate.
Friday, November 6, 2009
Thursday, October 29, 2009
#45 - pandemic
everyone and their moms are sick!
i shouldn't be out that much...it's kind of dangerous considering there's swine flu breakout at random places. my mom don't want me out either. whatever.
pretty much everyone i know is just sick with regular flu or cold. i feel it's only a matter of time until it reaches me.
airborne and vitamin c and water are my best friends right now. trying to fight off the sickness.
hopefully i make it through...
and hopefully everyone feels better real soon...
i shouldn't be out that much...it's kind of dangerous considering there's swine flu breakout at random places. my mom don't want me out either. whatever.
pretty much everyone i know is just sick with regular flu or cold. i feel it's only a matter of time until it reaches me.
airborne and vitamin c and water are my best friends right now. trying to fight off the sickness.
hopefully i make it through...
and hopefully everyone feels better real soon...
Sunday, October 25, 2009
#44 - HELL NO FRIENDSHIP!
ahhhh. friendship games.
one of the biggest events every year for PAC.
not just PAC...but for all other pilipino clubs.
but mainly for PAC. because PAC is awesome at friendship games. no mercy. total assholes. piss off everyone. hell no friendship. i love it.
totally beats promoting friendship with everyone else. that's total pansy status.
this year was fun. way more fun than last year for sure. not totally sure if more fun than my first year, but still a lot of fun.
i've never lost my voice before. i lost my voice today at friendship games. i sounded like a little pansy going through puberty as noted through my continuous cracking voice.
played a game this year...again. i'm getting told for that stuff. the games are tiring too. freaking groundhog. didn't even place.
but of course, despite being mean to everyone, friendship games is awesome because i actually get to see my friends from high school who all went to colleges all over the place.
it's nice to see them. to catch up a little bit. to take pictures.
i miss them.
also, i like it because of the huge presence of Theta Delta Beta. the presence isn't all that strong at LB...but i'm sure they feel it at friendship games. bunch of bros with letters on. bunch of miserable looking pledges standing there/helping out the event. i'm totally biased but i say it looks better than painting your faces and running around being noisy and rowdy.
oh. that reminds me. we popped another club's balloons today. i was walking out of the bathroom and saw Mt. St. Mary's had balloons. so i run up to kevin and some other people and tell them we should pop their balloons. i see the zeta pledges coming up so i tell them, but i didn't think they'd listen to me. then i guess my words kicked in and they started looking for pens.
i had 3 pens. i let them use it.
results=awesomeness.
they totally rush the balloons and stab them.
they got mad. who cares. i'm happy we did it.
at least i don't get the blame. i didn't do anything.
KTFO when i got home.
good shit PAC.
HELL NO FRIENDSHIP!
one of the biggest events every year for PAC.
not just PAC...but for all other pilipino clubs.
but mainly for PAC. because PAC is awesome at friendship games. no mercy. total assholes. piss off everyone. hell no friendship. i love it.
totally beats promoting friendship with everyone else. that's total pansy status.
this year was fun. way more fun than last year for sure. not totally sure if more fun than my first year, but still a lot of fun.
i've never lost my voice before. i lost my voice today at friendship games. i sounded like a little pansy going through puberty as noted through my continuous cracking voice.
played a game this year...again. i'm getting told for that stuff. the games are tiring too. freaking groundhog. didn't even place.
but of course, despite being mean to everyone, friendship games is awesome because i actually get to see my friends from high school who all went to colleges all over the place.
it's nice to see them. to catch up a little bit. to take pictures.
i miss them.
also, i like it because of the huge presence of Theta Delta Beta. the presence isn't all that strong at LB...but i'm sure they feel it at friendship games. bunch of bros with letters on. bunch of miserable looking pledges standing there/helping out the event. i'm totally biased but i say it looks better than painting your faces and running around being noisy and rowdy.
oh. that reminds me. we popped another club's balloons today. i was walking out of the bathroom and saw Mt. St. Mary's had balloons. so i run up to kevin and some other people and tell them we should pop their balloons. i see the zeta pledges coming up so i tell them, but i didn't think they'd listen to me. then i guess my words kicked in and they started looking for pens.
i had 3 pens. i let them use it.
results=awesomeness.
they totally rush the balloons and stab them.
they got mad. who cares. i'm happy we did it.
at least i don't get the blame. i didn't do anything.
KTFO when i got home.
good shit PAC.
HELL NO FRIENDSHIP!
Friday, October 16, 2009
#43 - totally missed out
so i guess there's a weekly thing on thursdays at ajay's.
i was supposed to be there last night, but NOOOOO...parents were home and i had to be home.
fml.
at least it wasn't only me who missed out. anjelica missed out too.
we missed out on it together...so we kept each other company...on VIDEO CHAT.
sounds pathetic. yea, whatever.
we tried video chatting with the people at the kickback. was a success for a while but ended being a fail. it only made us feel worse for not being there as we saw what we were missing out on.
then they left the video chat. and it was just me and anjelica.
it was cool. bonding time for us. we were on that video chat thing for like 5 plus hours.
that's a new record for me.
the whole time we kept texting jessieanne about updates on the kickback.
found out my ading, tony drank.
that was a bust. kind of dissapointed. kind of butthut.
i'm just excited to have an ading that finally comes out so i guess i was just hoping to be there when he drinks and gets drunk for the first time.
but NOPE! he chooses to drink the thursday i'm not around. then i hear problems from jessieanne about how stubborn the dude is and kept wanting to drive.
boo ading. you didn't wait for me.
sad face.
me and anjelica also kept hearing how donna was effed up out of her mind. when i kept asking people from the kickback who was drunk, they kept saying donna.
bummed me and anjelica out because i don't think she's ever seen donna drunk, and i've haven't seen her drunk in a while, because she's always choosing to not go that crazy.
but again, the night she chooses to go wild and crazy and cupcaking is the night me and anjelica missed out.
we were sad. everyone was fucked up and weren't there.
sad. sad. sad.
no one was even answering her text. anjelica texted several people and no one replied.
for me, jessieanne and tony replied. although tony's replies on facebook and textbook were all misspelled, evidence of his drunkenness. and the fool kept lying and said he wasn't drunk.
then anjelica and i heard some more crazy updates later, but i won't go into that.
ohhhh dear.
me and anjelica made a deal. next time we're going to be there for sure. and if everyone doesn't want to go all crazy next time, just leave it to me and her and whoever wasn't there (anthony, sacha, etc.) to party it up, regardless of whether everyone else joins.
boo. we effing missed out.
and then people rubbed in our faces too. not cool. *cough cough* tony
i was supposed to be there last night, but NOOOOO...parents were home and i had to be home.
fml.
at least it wasn't only me who missed out. anjelica missed out too.
we missed out on it together...so we kept each other company...on VIDEO CHAT.
sounds pathetic. yea, whatever.
we tried video chatting with the people at the kickback. was a success for a while but ended being a fail. it only made us feel worse for not being there as we saw what we were missing out on.
then they left the video chat. and it was just me and anjelica.
it was cool. bonding time for us. we were on that video chat thing for like 5 plus hours.
that's a new record for me.
the whole time we kept texting jessieanne about updates on the kickback.
found out my ading, tony drank.
that was a bust. kind of dissapointed. kind of butthut.
i'm just excited to have an ading that finally comes out so i guess i was just hoping to be there when he drinks and gets drunk for the first time.
but NOPE! he chooses to drink the thursday i'm not around. then i hear problems from jessieanne about how stubborn the dude is and kept wanting to drive.
boo ading. you didn't wait for me.
sad face.
me and anjelica also kept hearing how donna was effed up out of her mind. when i kept asking people from the kickback who was drunk, they kept saying donna.
bummed me and anjelica out because i don't think she's ever seen donna drunk, and i've haven't seen her drunk in a while, because she's always choosing to not go that crazy.
but again, the night she chooses to go wild and crazy and cupcaking is the night me and anjelica missed out.
we were sad. everyone was fucked up and weren't there.
sad. sad. sad.
no one was even answering her text. anjelica texted several people and no one replied.
for me, jessieanne and tony replied. although tony's replies on facebook and textbook were all misspelled, evidence of his drunkenness. and the fool kept lying and said he wasn't drunk.
then anjelica and i heard some more crazy updates later, but i won't go into that.
ohhhh dear.
me and anjelica made a deal. next time we're going to be there for sure. and if everyone doesn't want to go all crazy next time, just leave it to me and her and whoever wasn't there (anthony, sacha, etc.) to party it up, regardless of whether everyone else joins.
boo. we effing missed out.
and then people rubbed in our faces too. not cool. *cough cough* tony
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
#42 - raindrops falling on the rooftops
rain is here.
fall is here.
i'm happy.
i was getting tired of the heat. i sweat too easily and it's too hot. plus i like wearing jackets and sweaters.
here's a haiku:
rain is falling down
i can't see when i'm driving
who cares? rain means snow
thank you very much.
fall is here.
i'm happy.
i was getting tired of the heat. i sweat too easily and it's too hot. plus i like wearing jackets and sweaters.
here's a haiku:
rain is falling down
i can't see when i'm driving
who cares? rain means snow
thank you very much.
Monday, October 12, 2009
Saturday, October 3, 2009
#40 - 5 day weekends
i'm bored right now.
so i'm going to update.
so this first half of the term was quite fun.
since i only have class tuesdays and wednesdays...i went out a lot. and i mean a LOT.
i've been to LB almost everyday for the past 2 weeks. and i'd get home late in the night too. i didn't expect that that's how my days would play out after going to a private school for nursing.
it's cool. i don't mind.
i mean it's not going to last forever, so i might as well have my fun now.
but yea the last two weeks were just filled mainly for TDB rush events and some PAC events. i don't want to ghost in PAC. i heard there's a lot of new people this year.
definitely don't want to ghost in TDB. have to pick up a lil bro still.
plus i don't need all the 5 days of my weekend to study. it's not like i have a job.
so i go out.
TDB meetings, events. PAC meetings, cultural, events.
and then whatever else. just visiting friends when i can.
i can't complain so far about my semester. it's been fun.
i SHOULD be studying a lot more though. but i'm doing fine.
but since i've been coming home late...i'm now in trouble for having it happen too often.
dammit.
that's what sucks about living at home. especially with strict parents.
ok. that's all i want to write here.
off to my other blog.
yay for 5 day weekends. so chill.
so i'm going to update.
so this first half of the term was quite fun.
since i only have class tuesdays and wednesdays...i went out a lot. and i mean a LOT.
i've been to LB almost everyday for the past 2 weeks. and i'd get home late in the night too. i didn't expect that that's how my days would play out after going to a private school for nursing.
it's cool. i don't mind.
i mean it's not going to last forever, so i might as well have my fun now.
but yea the last two weeks were just filled mainly for TDB rush events and some PAC events. i don't want to ghost in PAC. i heard there's a lot of new people this year.
definitely don't want to ghost in TDB. have to pick up a lil bro still.
plus i don't need all the 5 days of my weekend to study. it's not like i have a job.
so i go out.
TDB meetings, events. PAC meetings, cultural, events.
and then whatever else. just visiting friends when i can.
i can't complain so far about my semester. it's been fun.
i SHOULD be studying a lot more though. but i'm doing fine.
but since i've been coming home late...i'm now in trouble for having it happen too often.
dammit.
that's what sucks about living at home. especially with strict parents.
ok. that's all i want to write here.
off to my other blog.
yay for 5 day weekends. so chill.
Monday, September 21, 2009
#39 - free time
so i was thinking today...i have a lot of free time.
this past week i was out kind of a lot. like...5 days straight. that's not usual for me, especially with strict parents and also since i live at home.
but i just lie. it's not good...i know...but how else am i going to get out? i just tell them i'm going to the gym or joining a study group.
whatever gets me out of the house.
i've been down to LB quite often lately too. at the beginning of the year, i didn't think i'd be down there that much. but maybe it's because it's rush week last week and this next week. so i have good reason to be out for TDB.
speaking of TDB...i need to pick up a lil bro. i'm getting old in theta years, and i REALLY need to pick up. my last two dropped on me. sad face.
i got my friend jeannine from high school to go to a rush event...and i think she's going to be doing TDB lil sis. i'm happy because she's one of my good friends from high school.
i'm still working on getting trevor to do it though. i know he's busy...but i also think i can try to sucker him into doing it. haha.
so much free time...i'm able to just think about things. ok maybe not THAT much free time. but enough.
i realized i haven't updated my other blog lately. i should. i have quite a bit to update on that one. it's where i blog about more personal and private things. where i let out true feelings and such. i haven't done it in a while. i'm due to vent all that out.
this blog is just chill. nothing too crazy going on here.
i'm on here now only because i have free time. i don't even know what i really intended to talk about.
ok. now time for the private blog...
this past week i was out kind of a lot. like...5 days straight. that's not usual for me, especially with strict parents and also since i live at home.
but i just lie. it's not good...i know...but how else am i going to get out? i just tell them i'm going to the gym or joining a study group.
whatever gets me out of the house.
i've been down to LB quite often lately too. at the beginning of the year, i didn't think i'd be down there that much. but maybe it's because it's rush week last week and this next week. so i have good reason to be out for TDB.
speaking of TDB...i need to pick up a lil bro. i'm getting old in theta years, and i REALLY need to pick up. my last two dropped on me. sad face.
i got my friend jeannine from high school to go to a rush event...and i think she's going to be doing TDB lil sis. i'm happy because she's one of my good friends from high school.
i'm still working on getting trevor to do it though. i know he's busy...but i also think i can try to sucker him into doing it. haha.
so much free time...i'm able to just think about things. ok maybe not THAT much free time. but enough.
i realized i haven't updated my other blog lately. i should. i have quite a bit to update on that one. it's where i blog about more personal and private things. where i let out true feelings and such. i haven't done it in a while. i'm due to vent all that out.
this blog is just chill. nothing too crazy going on here.
i'm on here now only because i have free time. i don't even know what i really intended to talk about.
ok. now time for the private blog...
Monday, September 14, 2009
#38 - rush!
visited LB this week to rush.
not really just to rush, but to visit my friends of course. i miss seeing them everyday, and it was nice to see the PAC-ers and the bros and lil sisses.
i was rushing hard for guys though. i need a lil bro. i got first pick this semester and i gotta make sure to find a solid one that won't drop on me. man, i realized i'm old in theta years. crossed 2 years ago, but that's almost 5 classes ago.
i'm old schooL!
this week i'll see the guys who are interested. we got rush events for the next two weeks so i'm going to try to come down to LB more often.
it's hard because of my classes at WCU keep me busy. sad face there.
tomorrow is basketball night!
i'm down! and ready!
...but i ain't so ready for that damn pathophysiology test on tuesday...
not really just to rush, but to visit my friends of course. i miss seeing them everyday, and it was nice to see the PAC-ers and the bros and lil sisses.
i was rushing hard for guys though. i need a lil bro. i got first pick this semester and i gotta make sure to find a solid one that won't drop on me. man, i realized i'm old in theta years. crossed 2 years ago, but that's almost 5 classes ago.
i'm old schooL!
this week i'll see the guys who are interested. we got rush events for the next two weeks so i'm going to try to come down to LB more often.
it's hard because of my classes at WCU keep me busy. sad face there.
tomorrow is basketball night!
i'm down! and ready!
...but i ain't so ready for that damn pathophysiology test on tuesday...
Friday, September 11, 2009
#37 - bejeweled blitz!
it's a facebook game called bejeweled blitz.
and it's taking over my life!
it's so addicting! i can't stop playing it. even when i watch tv i'm thinking of awesome combinations i can do on the damn game!
oh dear.
another distraction keeping from my studies.
damn you facebook games!
and it's taking over my life!
it's so addicting! i can't stop playing it. even when i watch tv i'm thinking of awesome combinations i can do on the damn game!
oh dear.
another distraction keeping from my studies.
damn you facebook games!
Monday, August 31, 2009
#36 - a new year in a new school
so summer's ended.
a new school year comes.
and i'm kind of sad.
not because summer's over and i have to go back to school. naw. i'd actually be ok with that. i'd be ready for that.
but it's the fact that everyone i know seems to be starting school with other friends around and stuff.
i'm going to be alone at WCU.
it's like starting over. and it's so far from the people i know. not just long beach. but my friends in orange county.
this sucks.
boo.
i have to focus on the schooling, but it's kind of hard to focus when it's seeing your friends everyday that makes your day.
with that gone...what's going to keep me sane this school year?
hopefully there's a lot of hot girls in my classes.
a new school year comes.
and i'm kind of sad.
not because summer's over and i have to go back to school. naw. i'd actually be ok with that. i'd be ready for that.
but it's the fact that everyone i know seems to be starting school with other friends around and stuff.
i'm going to be alone at WCU.
it's like starting over. and it's so far from the people i know. not just long beach. but my friends in orange county.
this sucks.
boo.
i have to focus on the schooling, but it's kind of hard to focus when it's seeing your friends everyday that makes your day.
with that gone...what's going to keep me sane this school year?
hopefully there's a lot of hot girls in my classes.
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
#35 - last week of summer
it's the last week of summer.
i'm making sure i enjoy it by hanging with people. with whoever wants to hang out with me.
i'm going to be gone doing the whole nursing thing for 2 years straight (no summer or spring break...BUST!) so now is the time for me to just chill with friends.
there's a lot of people i still want to see and hang out with this last week...but i don't have time. and plus...some of those people...i don't really talk to or hang out with anymore. i guess summer has made friends drift apart. sad reality.
but it's also given me the chance to hang more with people that i didn't use to hang with before. that's always cool.
today...monday...enjoyed my day starting off with korean bbq. yes...ma dang sae. i know i complained about this place before because service really sucked but today wasn't bad. i was with jeff, jon, ray, kyrstin, and nate. it was good. satisfying.
then we all went home probably to let all that food out or something.
i waited until 6 to play ball. i love playing ball. i'd be happy doing it everyday.
so there i was...at the gold mine...playing ball. with jon and some of my bros and some other people. there weren't that many people today but it's all good...wednesday it will be fun.
then...for the first time in a long time, i saw some of my theta family. i stopped by omicron class's step. just to say hi and all. it was nice seeing them. i wish to see more them soon. because i won't be doing so as much in the school year. at least not as much as i saw them last year.
then off to ray's pad. beer pong. random. i don't know.
but we played beer pong. nate and i lost. caguama is a nasty beer. don't drink it.
that's about it. not TOO eventful but it was chill. i enjoyed my day.
what i did NOT enjoy was loading my crap from my condo into my car. it was heavy. it was hot.
moving out sucks.
so there. i wish to enjoy my days with more of my friends...the ones that still want to see me and hang out with me.
and for those that have gotten distant and i do not talk to anymore...it happens. i think it sucks and it saddens me.
but i can't really do anything about it. that's life.
just have to make the best of what i have now, right?
...wow an actual optimistic thought coming from me. scary.
i'm making sure i enjoy it by hanging with people. with whoever wants to hang out with me.
i'm going to be gone doing the whole nursing thing for 2 years straight (no summer or spring break...BUST!) so now is the time for me to just chill with friends.
there's a lot of people i still want to see and hang out with this last week...but i don't have time. and plus...some of those people...i don't really talk to or hang out with anymore. i guess summer has made friends drift apart. sad reality.
but it's also given me the chance to hang more with people that i didn't use to hang with before. that's always cool.
today...monday...enjoyed my day starting off with korean bbq. yes...ma dang sae. i know i complained about this place before because service really sucked but today wasn't bad. i was with jeff, jon, ray, kyrstin, and nate. it was good. satisfying.
then we all went home probably to let all that food out or something.
i waited until 6 to play ball. i love playing ball. i'd be happy doing it everyday.
so there i was...at the gold mine...playing ball. with jon and some of my bros and some other people. there weren't that many people today but it's all good...wednesday it will be fun.
then...for the first time in a long time, i saw some of my theta family. i stopped by omicron class's step. just to say hi and all. it was nice seeing them. i wish to see more them soon. because i won't be doing so as much in the school year. at least not as much as i saw them last year.
then off to ray's pad. beer pong. random. i don't know.
but we played beer pong. nate and i lost. caguama is a nasty beer. don't drink it.
that's about it. not TOO eventful but it was chill. i enjoyed my day.
what i did NOT enjoy was loading my crap from my condo into my car. it was heavy. it was hot.
moving out sucks.
so there. i wish to enjoy my days with more of my friends...the ones that still want to see me and hang out with me.
and for those that have gotten distant and i do not talk to anymore...it happens. i think it sucks and it saddens me.
but i can't really do anything about it. that's life.
just have to make the best of what i have now, right?
...wow an actual optimistic thought coming from me. scary.
Thursday, August 20, 2009
#34 - NO MORE BARHOPPING!
i think i got a LITTLE too excited about barhopping for the first time in US since i turned 21.
TOO excited.
i just checked my bank statement online.
and realized i dropped a little over $150 that night buying drinks for people.
holy shit.
F M L!
i need some control...damn.
TOO excited.
i just checked my bank statement online.
and realized i dropped a little over $150 that night buying drinks for people.
holy shit.
F M L!
i need some control...damn.
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
#33 - DTF
it was trevor's birthday. it was janet's birthday. it was april's going away thing.
all in the same bar in downtown fullerton.
i met up with chris quinonez and trevor and headed to florentines. it was trevor's 21st so i wanted to make sure he had a good time. same with april...not that she's 21...but it was one of the last times i'll see her in a while to i wanted to hang with her.
damn! this place had cheap drinks. there were certain shots for 2 bucks and other ones for 5. and they were good shots too. not no crappy nasty drinks.
i had a good time in florentines. lots of bros there. and lil sisses too.
but i had some other friends at zings across the street.
kyrstin, cynthia, donna, and abby were having some girls night out. but they told me and my friends to go over there.
so trevor, my friend alex, and chris headed over.
i was buzzed at this point. not really good since i was trevor's designated driver.
but yea, we met up with the girls, and i guess i was in a giving mood or something.
i bought a lot of shots for people at flortentines, and i continued to just buy shots for my friends at zings as well.
damn, i dropped a lot of money on barhopping that night. it's all good as long as everyone had fun.
donna and cynthia were already quite drunk so they didn't want to drink more. but i've never bought cynthia her birthday shot so i had to to do so. and of course, trevor kept drinking.
so that's pretty much it. chilling at zings for the rest of the night while the girls minus kyrstin got drunk. trevor got REALLY effed up. and i, myself, also got drunk.
really not good. i was designated driver.
but whatever. that's been me that last few months...once i start drinking, i won't stop. not until i'm totally effed up.
i don't know why i'm like that.
i must be unhappy or something because i drink to get happy.
it's really bad. but whatever. we were in a bar. we were there to have a good time.
hope everyone i saw that night had a good time. i had fun.
that's all i'm going to say. just the jist of things for the night. no extra details on this blog.
that's for my other one. =]
all in the same bar in downtown fullerton.
i met up with chris quinonez and trevor and headed to florentines. it was trevor's 21st so i wanted to make sure he had a good time. same with april...not that she's 21...but it was one of the last times i'll see her in a while to i wanted to hang with her.
damn! this place had cheap drinks. there were certain shots for 2 bucks and other ones for 5. and they were good shots too. not no crappy nasty drinks.
i had a good time in florentines. lots of bros there. and lil sisses too.
but i had some other friends at zings across the street.
kyrstin, cynthia, donna, and abby were having some girls night out. but they told me and my friends to go over there.
so trevor, my friend alex, and chris headed over.
i was buzzed at this point. not really good since i was trevor's designated driver.
but yea, we met up with the girls, and i guess i was in a giving mood or something.
i bought a lot of shots for people at flortentines, and i continued to just buy shots for my friends at zings as well.
damn, i dropped a lot of money on barhopping that night. it's all good as long as everyone had fun.
donna and cynthia were already quite drunk so they didn't want to drink more. but i've never bought cynthia her birthday shot so i had to to do so. and of course, trevor kept drinking.
so that's pretty much it. chilling at zings for the rest of the night while the girls minus kyrstin got drunk. trevor got REALLY effed up. and i, myself, also got drunk.
really not good. i was designated driver.
but whatever. that's been me that last few months...once i start drinking, i won't stop. not until i'm totally effed up.
i don't know why i'm like that.
i must be unhappy or something because i drink to get happy.
it's really bad. but whatever. we were in a bar. we were there to have a good time.
hope everyone i saw that night had a good time. i had fun.
that's all i'm going to say. just the jist of things for the night. no extra details on this blog.
that's for my other one. =]
Sunday, August 16, 2009
#32 - VEGAS BABY!
it was my first trip to vegas this weekend since i turned 21.
and might i say...i had an awesome time.
i'm not gonna lie...my original plan with my friends totally fell through. there were supposed to be 9 of us sharing the suite..then it went down to 6...then the night before we left...there was just 3 of us. but we were still down to go regardless...so off we went!
first night was a TRIP. literally. i had a lot of fun that first night. i came to vegas with my 2 high school friends, kim and theresa, and at night...we decided to walk the strip. then we met up with my LB friends...kyrstin, ray, jon, rica, and philly. so we ended up becoming one big group.
oh...i forgot to mention...before we left our hotel, i took an 8th of shrooms. my first time doing that in my first time in vegas! i was kind of scared it was going to go badly...but it was actually quite awesome! so much fun...i was trippin' out while walking with the friends.
so there we were. planet hollywood in front of fat tuesdays. kim and theresa left to meet up with some other friends and i stayed with ray, kyrstin, and rica. by this time the shrooms were kicking in pretty well. rica handed me some altoids...and i had trouble to get one out. the little tin container was shaking and trying to bite my finger! i was laughing and thought it was awesome that i saw that. i knew it wasn't real. but it was funny.
in vegas, it's so colorful. so many lights. this only added to making my trip extra fun. rica was talking to me about it the whole time and giving me a good time.
ended the night by meeting up back at my suite with kim and theresa. and then off to tuscany's for some $4 steak and eggs! good shit.
that was night 1.
night 2...no drugs this night. that's a lie. i smoked a blunt. no one really wanted to smoke with me so i smoked it pretty much myself, with the exception of jon taking 3 hits.
well, first...earlier in the day we went to watch ray's game. and afterwards me kyrstin jon and rica went back to her apartment and kicked it for a while. then off to my suite later to preparty...especially since kim, theresa, and i brought enough alcohol for a whole party.
so there we were...me, rica, kyrstin, and jon...in my suite. drank somewine. took some shots. captain morgan. bacardi rum. 151 rum. good shit. kim and theresa came in drunk from wherever they were and joined us in taking some shots.
we drank plenty. kyrstin was drunk when we left the hotel room. jon and i had a good buzz going. and rica was good because she was driving.
we dropped off kyrstin at Rio because that's where ray was. then us 3 remaining went backto fat tuesdays...since i didn't have any the other night. jon and i got that 190 octane with an extra shot of everclear. so strong! but good though!
that was enough to get us drunk. i smoked a blunt first before we left the car. so i got crossfaded. so dizzy walking down the strip. fun experience!
then ray and kyrstin met up with us later and jon and i gave ray the rest of our yardlong. we were too drunk to drink anymore anywa haha. rica was sipping on those yardlongs the whole time an she got drunk too...even though she was our DD.
so there we were...walking around. gambling some. and then off to tuscany's again to end the night. seriously...those $4 steak and eggs are bomb =]
sunday night we had to check out the hotel.
i was drained by this day. but after we checked out...we went to circus circus to gamble some. (they had cheap blackjack tables).
then i randomly played a slot machine and won. not much. but enough to eat at the World Buffet in Rio. so that's where we went.
this buffet was legit. so much food. good food too. but kind of pricey. it's all good since i won that money anyways.
so kim, theresa, and i satisfied ourselves at that buffet...and then it was time to go home.
traffic sucked..but we made it home.
this vegas trip didn't exactly go as planned. and the group i was with was a bit random...but fun nontheless.
good times for sure.
and might i say...i had an awesome time.
i'm not gonna lie...my original plan with my friends totally fell through. there were supposed to be 9 of us sharing the suite..then it went down to 6...then the night before we left...there was just 3 of us. but we were still down to go regardless...so off we went!
first night was a TRIP. literally. i had a lot of fun that first night. i came to vegas with my 2 high school friends, kim and theresa, and at night...we decided to walk the strip. then we met up with my LB friends...kyrstin, ray, jon, rica, and philly. so we ended up becoming one big group.
oh...i forgot to mention...before we left our hotel, i took an 8th of shrooms. my first time doing that in my first time in vegas! i was kind of scared it was going to go badly...but it was actually quite awesome! so much fun...i was trippin' out while walking with the friends.
so there we were. planet hollywood in front of fat tuesdays. kim and theresa left to meet up with some other friends and i stayed with ray, kyrstin, and rica. by this time the shrooms were kicking in pretty well. rica handed me some altoids...and i had trouble to get one out. the little tin container was shaking and trying to bite my finger! i was laughing and thought it was awesome that i saw that. i knew it wasn't real. but it was funny.
in vegas, it's so colorful. so many lights. this only added to making my trip extra fun. rica was talking to me about it the whole time and giving me a good time.
ended the night by meeting up back at my suite with kim and theresa. and then off to tuscany's for some $4 steak and eggs! good shit.
that was night 1.
night 2...no drugs this night. that's a lie. i smoked a blunt. no one really wanted to smoke with me so i smoked it pretty much myself, with the exception of jon taking 3 hits.
well, first...earlier in the day we went to watch ray's game. and afterwards me kyrstin jon and rica went back to her apartment and kicked it for a while. then off to my suite later to preparty...especially since kim, theresa, and i brought enough alcohol for a whole party.
so there we were...me, rica, kyrstin, and jon...in my suite. drank somewine. took some shots. captain morgan. bacardi rum. 151 rum. good shit. kim and theresa came in drunk from wherever they were and joined us in taking some shots.
we drank plenty. kyrstin was drunk when we left the hotel room. jon and i had a good buzz going. and rica was good because she was driving.
we dropped off kyrstin at Rio because that's where ray was. then us 3 remaining went backto fat tuesdays...since i didn't have any the other night. jon and i got that 190 octane with an extra shot of everclear. so strong! but good though!
that was enough to get us drunk. i smoked a blunt first before we left the car. so i got crossfaded. so dizzy walking down the strip. fun experience!
then ray and kyrstin met up with us later and jon and i gave ray the rest of our yardlong. we were too drunk to drink anymore anywa haha. rica was sipping on those yardlongs the whole time an she got drunk too...even though she was our DD.
so there we were...walking around. gambling some. and then off to tuscany's again to end the night. seriously...those $4 steak and eggs are bomb =]
sunday night we had to check out the hotel.
i was drained by this day. but after we checked out...we went to circus circus to gamble some. (they had cheap blackjack tables).
then i randomly played a slot machine and won. not much. but enough to eat at the World Buffet in Rio. so that's where we went.
this buffet was legit. so much food. good food too. but kind of pricey. it's all good since i won that money anyways.
so kim, theresa, and i satisfied ourselves at that buffet...and then it was time to go home.
traffic sucked..but we made it home.
this vegas trip didn't exactly go as planned. and the group i was with was a bit random...but fun nontheless.
good times for sure.
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
#31 - korean bitch.
first, i'd like to say i have NOTHING against koreans....unless you're that korean bitch at ma dang sae today that had the crappiest service ever.
yea, bitch. hope you like that one dollar tip. i still think that was too much for you...
it was me, cynthia, phil, and donna who ate their today. we only went through two plates of meat. for the third meat, we rang that freaking useless bell like a million times, and when she finally came and asked for meat...i SWEAR i nodded to her.
but noooo...she turned off the fire. brought us ice cream and the bill.
i wasn't done eating yet stupid bitch.
i wanted more.
i feel like never going back there again.
yea, bitch. hope you like that one dollar tip. i still think that was too much for you...
it was me, cynthia, phil, and donna who ate their today. we only went through two plates of meat. for the third meat, we rang that freaking useless bell like a million times, and when she finally came and asked for meat...i SWEAR i nodded to her.
but noooo...she turned off the fire. brought us ice cream and the bill.
i wasn't done eating yet stupid bitch.
i wanted more.
i feel like never going back there again.
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
#30 - i'm home!
i'm home from the philippines!
FINALLY!
damn crap i was there for a whole MONTH! too long!
and all the fun and eventful days only equaled to probably 2 to 2 and half weeks...so half the time there i felt like i was doing nothing. i was getting really pissed at my mom for not having a better plan for our vacation.
but whatevers...i'm home so now it's time to have fun with all my friends and go to VEGAS finally!
FINALLY!
damn crap i was there for a whole MONTH! too long!
and all the fun and eventful days only equaled to probably 2 to 2 and half weeks...so half the time there i felt like i was doing nothing. i was getting really pissed at my mom for not having a better plan for our vacation.
but whatevers...i'm home so now it's time to have fun with all my friends and go to VEGAS finally!
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
Sunday, July 12, 2009
#27 - boracay
eff my life.
i'm in boracay. the one spot i was truly excited to go to during my vacation to the philippines...and i'm SICK. like quite sick.
i'm here with my family and family friends from the states and their whole extended family. it's fun with them...especially since boracay is better with a lot of people.
we went island hopping yesterday and did a bunch of activities. but i was sick. i felt like crap but i was really trying to push myself to have fun. i still succeeded. i had lots of fun doing everything.
especially helmet diving and fly fishing =]
fly fishing was the best. it's like that banana boat ride...but not lame. this thing actually goes up in the air and jumps up and down on the waves. it was really hard to hold on. i fell off once. and that's after being dragged in the water for like 30 feet.
it always looked cool to be dragged in the water in those action movies...but it actually kind of hurts a bit. and when i let go i face planted in the water and blacked out for like a couple seconds.
really fun though. i suggest people look into this fly fish activity.
but all the activities only left me exhausted and feeling like i was going to die at night. i was so tired. so dead. i didn't even go out for the night life. i knocked out.
i slept more today too because i wasn't feeling well again. -_- so much for my trip to boracay. i was supposed to go jet skiing but my body just wasn't feeling it. so i slept. -_-
then we switched hotels...so i'm here now blogging while waiting to see what we're doing tonight.
all that sleeping made me feel better now though. i'm ready to enjoy the boracay night life.
but damn. being sick in boracay sucks.
i'm in boracay. the one spot i was truly excited to go to during my vacation to the philippines...and i'm SICK. like quite sick.
i'm here with my family and family friends from the states and their whole extended family. it's fun with them...especially since boracay is better with a lot of people.
we went island hopping yesterday and did a bunch of activities. but i was sick. i felt like crap but i was really trying to push myself to have fun. i still succeeded. i had lots of fun doing everything.
especially helmet diving and fly fishing =]
fly fishing was the best. it's like that banana boat ride...but not lame. this thing actually goes up in the air and jumps up and down on the waves. it was really hard to hold on. i fell off once. and that's after being dragged in the water for like 30 feet.
it always looked cool to be dragged in the water in those action movies...but it actually kind of hurts a bit. and when i let go i face planted in the water and blacked out for like a couple seconds.
really fun though. i suggest people look into this fly fish activity.
but all the activities only left me exhausted and feeling like i was going to die at night. i was so tired. so dead. i didn't even go out for the night life. i knocked out.
i slept more today too because i wasn't feeling well again. -_- so much for my trip to boracay. i was supposed to go jet skiing but my body just wasn't feeling it. so i slept. -_-
then we switched hotels...so i'm here now blogging while waiting to see what we're doing tonight.
all that sleeping made me feel better now though. i'm ready to enjoy the boracay night life.
but damn. being sick in boracay sucks.
Thursday, July 9, 2009
#26 - greetings from the philippines
ok. so philippines hasn't been TOO bad yet. i've only been here a few days. but it hasn't exactly been the time of my life which i was hoping it to be, but not expecting it to be. did some shopping. saw cousins. but i've been stuck in the hotel a couple days because my mom is buying furniture for her place in the province.
eff that.
i did not come to the philippines to buy freakin' furniture.
yet, here i am in the hotel blogging.
my vacation here better not be this crappy the whole time. my mom isn't going to hear the end of it if i have a crappy time here.
i had plans to have a fun summer in the US. not the philippines. so plans were ruined.
i'm going to boracay tomorrow.
i hope i have a fun time there. like a REALLY fun time. as in i don't want to leave.
i'm missing the vegas trip with last year's PCN board this weekend. it was supposed to be earlier this summer, but they postponed it...to a date that i can't go. but everyone else seems to be going.
i just turned 21. i wanna effing go to vegas. i feel like i might not even get to go this summer to vegas.
if everyone has a BLAST in vegas this weekend, and i have a crappy time...i'm going to kill myself. i swear i will.
that will suck.
i hope everyone has fun still though. lots of fun. getting wasted and what not.
i just hope i'm not totally missing out and have my own fun in boracay.
if not...then fuck.
i just wish i wasn't missing vegas. especially since i'm not even sure i'll be going this summer.
ok..well...
boracay is coming soon.
it's sad that i'm inside blogging while i'm in the philippines.
if my mom is going to boring and shit...the i'm going to make sure i have a fun time.
she doesn't want me drinking.
i'll come home drunk if i want if i get frustrated over this vacation.
let's hope she has more fun planned in this month-long vacation...
eff that.
i did not come to the philippines to buy freakin' furniture.
yet, here i am in the hotel blogging.
my vacation here better not be this crappy the whole time. my mom isn't going to hear the end of it if i have a crappy time here.
i had plans to have a fun summer in the US. not the philippines. so plans were ruined.
i'm going to boracay tomorrow.
i hope i have a fun time there. like a REALLY fun time. as in i don't want to leave.
i'm missing the vegas trip with last year's PCN board this weekend. it was supposed to be earlier this summer, but they postponed it...to a date that i can't go. but everyone else seems to be going.
i just turned 21. i wanna effing go to vegas. i feel like i might not even get to go this summer to vegas.
if everyone has a BLAST in vegas this weekend, and i have a crappy time...i'm going to kill myself. i swear i will.
that will suck.
i hope everyone has fun still though. lots of fun. getting wasted and what not.
i just hope i'm not totally missing out and have my own fun in boracay.
if not...then fuck.
i just wish i wasn't missing vegas. especially since i'm not even sure i'll be going this summer.
ok..well...
boracay is coming soon.
it's sad that i'm inside blogging while i'm in the philippines.
if my mom is going to boring and shit...the i'm going to make sure i have a fun time.
she doesn't want me drinking.
i'll come home drunk if i want if i get frustrated over this vacation.
let's hope she has more fun planned in this month-long vacation...
Friday, July 3, 2009
#25 - awsome 21st
i guess i was wrong about how i thought my 21st was going to be like.
this was a good birthday compared to others i've had. i actually DID something.
sunday was the party. that was a lot of fun.
wednesday was my actual birthday.
thought i was going to be bored and lonely. woke up to playing restaurant city and farm town.
ended up playing ball later. and kyrstin called some friends up for late notice dinner...which was all good. all the usual people i see were there. well, most of them. i guess it was at that dinner at TGI Friday where it kind of clicked that i turned 21.
bought my first drink legally. had dinner with friends.
good time to spend with some of the people before i headed off to the philippines.
afterwards was beer pong and keg stand time with some of the bros at brother fernando's house. that was chill, too. haven't really seen my bros or hung out with them for a while.
i was happy at the end of the night. like actually happy and kind of sad that my day was ending.
i don't remember feeling like that about ANY day in years.
but it's over now. but i had fun.
good times hanging out with people before philippines.
next thing to do is actually go on that 4 week trip to the philippines that i've been dreading. i'm going to miss out on so much here in the states. hope i enjoy it there though, even though i don't know what i'm going to be doing for 4 weeks.
i leave tonight. midnight
as in...july3-4 midnight.
but yea. thanks to everyone involved in my birthday celebratoins for a great 21st. really mean it this time. not just saying it to be polite.
for those not involved...whatever. i never really expected anything for my birthday anyways. just been that blah the last few years...
this was a good birthday compared to others i've had. i actually DID something.
sunday was the party. that was a lot of fun.
wednesday was my actual birthday.
thought i was going to be bored and lonely. woke up to playing restaurant city and farm town.
ended up playing ball later. and kyrstin called some friends up for late notice dinner...which was all good. all the usual people i see were there. well, most of them. i guess it was at that dinner at TGI Friday where it kind of clicked that i turned 21.
bought my first drink legally. had dinner with friends.
good time to spend with some of the people before i headed off to the philippines.
afterwards was beer pong and keg stand time with some of the bros at brother fernando's house. that was chill, too. haven't really seen my bros or hung out with them for a while.
i was happy at the end of the night. like actually happy and kind of sad that my day was ending.
i don't remember feeling like that about ANY day in years.
but it's over now. but i had fun.
good times hanging out with people before philippines.
next thing to do is actually go on that 4 week trip to the philippines that i've been dreading. i'm going to miss out on so much here in the states. hope i enjoy it there though, even though i don't know what i'm going to be doing for 4 weeks.
i leave tonight. midnight
as in...july3-4 midnight.
but yea. thanks to everyone involved in my birthday celebratoins for a great 21st. really mean it this time. not just saying it to be polite.
for those not involved...whatever. i never really expected anything for my birthday anyways. just been that blah the last few years...
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
#24 - 21st
it is my birthday today. it's all good. no need to be celebrating it right now. i did that on sunday with a party. that was pretty crackin'.
to be honest, i haven't really been excited for my birthdays for past few years. it's just been whatever to me. i guess i'm a little more excited this year because i'm actually having a party and i'm finally turning the legal age to drink. not even because it's MY BIRTHDAY...but because i can buy drinks now and i think is cool.
it's nice to be greeted "happy birthday" and everything...but i don't know...if anything, this day just makes me feel more sad than regular days for some odd reason. i never really expect anythign for my birthday. no need to.
it's just a regular day. i just happen to be born on that day. it's not like the day was made for me.
but still. this year it was fun. party was fun. really fun. glad people enjoyed.
i'm 21 now. big TWO-ONE. yay i guess?
i don't know. i'm still just whatevers.
i'll see how this day goes. and maybe my outlook on my birthday may change...or maybe it won't and it'll still be just a whatever day.
i've always been made to believe that birthdays are so great with a lot of wonderful things happening for the celebrant.
but it's never like that for me.
maybe that's why i'm pretty indifferent about it.
to be honest, i haven't really been excited for my birthdays for past few years. it's just been whatever to me. i guess i'm a little more excited this year because i'm actually having a party and i'm finally turning the legal age to drink. not even because it's MY BIRTHDAY...but because i can buy drinks now and i think is cool.
it's nice to be greeted "happy birthday" and everything...but i don't know...if anything, this day just makes me feel more sad than regular days for some odd reason. i never really expect anythign for my birthday. no need to.
it's just a regular day. i just happen to be born on that day. it's not like the day was made for me.
but still. this year it was fun. party was fun. really fun. glad people enjoyed.
i'm 21 now. big TWO-ONE. yay i guess?
i don't know. i'm still just whatevers.
i'll see how this day goes. and maybe my outlook on my birthday may change...or maybe it won't and it'll still be just a whatever day.
i've always been made to believe that birthdays are so great with a lot of wonderful things happening for the celebrant.
but it's never like that for me.
maybe that's why i'm pretty indifferent about it.
Friday, June 19, 2009
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
#22 - FWD: Miracle Texting
so i recently received a text from a friend.
it said: "Fwd: FWD: Fwd: FWD: Fwd: Msg: *Please Do This* God plans to give you a miracle in one week, but you must forward it to then people including me!"
i've received tons of these before.
sorry, but...i don't believe in miracles.
and if they do really happen. they don't happen for me. i'm not that fortunate.
so...i didn't send the text to anyone.
wast of my time.
it said: "Fwd: FWD: Fwd: FWD: Fwd: Msg: *Please Do This* God plans to give you a miracle in one week, but you must forward it to then people including me!"
i've received tons of these before.
sorry, but...i don't believe in miracles.
and if they do really happen. they don't happen for me. i'm not that fortunate.
so...i didn't send the text to anyone.
wast of my time.
#21 - LAKER PARADE! YAY 2009 WORLD CHAMPIONS!
LAKER PARADE!!!
whoohoo!
i was so damn tired. 1 hour sleep. yay me.
theresa, raymond, and mang got to the rooftops around 5...then we proceeded to go take the train. we tried to get alcohol first, but that was a fail haha.
first time taking the train. that was cool. SO much easier and more convenient than driving.
when we got to staples center, we waited and met up with kyrstin, jontan, joey, and ray. my LB friends meet my TROY friends =]
yea. long ass wait from there. we decided not to go to the coliseum because we figured we wouldn't get in...only to find out our friend got in...and she left later than us. damn.
whatevers.
me, theresa, ray, and kyrstin went to walk around to buy some liquor and food. we walked everywhere. as kyrstin said, we had an "avenger". she was drunk. i swear we ended up walking more than a mile from where we were at next to staples. we got worried because joey said they started barricading the roads, so we weren't sure if the four of us would make it back to our spots.
thankfully we did. and it was just fun from then on.
joey got drunk. was funny. jontan was buzzed/drunk. kyrstin got drunk. ray...buzzed i think. myself...buzzed.
it's fun watching the parade like that.
the people around us were fun.
it was freaking hot.
yay for the lakers on the double decker busses.
waited 5 hours for a 2 minute show in the parade...well worth it.
fun times. good times.
awesome first experience at a Laker championship parade.
i left earlier with theresa, mang, and raymond because we were hella tired.
train ride seemed long. hella people on there. stuffy. smelly. yuck.
back in LB we ate at King Taco. my first time there.
yummy stuff.
then dropped back at rooftops and knocked out.
bam. long ass day.
quite the fun stuff.
yay Lakers!
whoohoo!
i was so damn tired. 1 hour sleep. yay me.
theresa, raymond, and mang got to the rooftops around 5...then we proceeded to go take the train. we tried to get alcohol first, but that was a fail haha.
first time taking the train. that was cool. SO much easier and more convenient than driving.
when we got to staples center, we waited and met up with kyrstin, jontan, joey, and ray. my LB friends meet my TROY friends =]
yea. long ass wait from there. we decided not to go to the coliseum because we figured we wouldn't get in...only to find out our friend got in...and she left later than us. damn.
whatevers.
me, theresa, ray, and kyrstin went to walk around to buy some liquor and food. we walked everywhere. as kyrstin said, we had an "avenger". she was drunk. i swear we ended up walking more than a mile from where we were at next to staples. we got worried because joey said they started barricading the roads, so we weren't sure if the four of us would make it back to our spots.
thankfully we did. and it was just fun from then on.
joey got drunk. was funny. jontan was buzzed/drunk. kyrstin got drunk. ray...buzzed i think. myself...buzzed.
it's fun watching the parade like that.
the people around us were fun.
it was freaking hot.
yay for the lakers on the double decker busses.
waited 5 hours for a 2 minute show in the parade...well worth it.
fun times. good times.
awesome first experience at a Laker championship parade.
i left earlier with theresa, mang, and raymond because we were hella tired.
train ride seemed long. hella people on there. stuffy. smelly. yuck.
back in LB we ate at King Taco. my first time there.
yummy stuff.
then dropped back at rooftops and knocked out.
bam. long ass day.
quite the fun stuff.
yay Lakers!
#20 - birthday sex
i didn't have any birthday sex.
it wasn't my birthday. it was abby's.
a bunch of us went to Yardhouse to celebrate. she seemed to have had a good time for the most part...which is always good since she's the birthday girl.
it was fun.
saw LB friends again.
should have been a better day and more fun for me. but i don't know.
it felt kind of weird for some reason...
already kind of felt like a stranger...
it hasn't even been summer that long yet.
eh.
it wasn't my birthday. it was abby's.
a bunch of us went to Yardhouse to celebrate. she seemed to have had a good time for the most part...which is always good since she's the birthday girl.
it was fun.
saw LB friends again.
should have been a better day and more fun for me. but i don't know.
it felt kind of weird for some reason...
already kind of felt like a stranger...
it hasn't even been summer that long yet.
eh.
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
#19 - really good day on 6/14
started off the day by going to LA cathedral for baptism of my niece.
place is HUGE. DAMN.
that's all i got to say about that.
reception was at some chinese restaurant. to be honest i didn't want to be there. i wanted to go home for the laker game. but then i roamed the place and found a tv at the bar and let everyone know. most of the guys stayed in the bar the whole time. i found that tv. i'm awesome. i saved their days.
saw the laker game at the restaurant until halftime. then rushed home to catch it at my house.
i was so happy in the fourth quarter when it was for sure that the lakers were going to be the new world champions. i've never wanted to a championship so bad. especially for kobe. i almost teared up from joy. wow. i was really into it.
i celebrated...by myself...when the time ran out. i was so happy.
so happy. happy happy happy happy. so so so so happy. very happy.
yay. *big smiley face*
after the game i was supposed to go to a graduation party for a middle school friend who i haven't seen in 7 years.
i thought it was going to be awkward. especially seeing people i haven't seen in forever.
but it wasn't. there weren't too many middle school friends. like less than 10. and they remember me. and were excited. which made me excited to see them.
i was kind of shy and didn't say much at first but we all took some shots and some drinks at the open bar.
it was cool because my mom was there and she actually let me drink.
and once we all loosened up from the drinks...we all hit the dance floor. last time these people saw me, i didn't dance. so it was fun to actually dance with them. it was really nice seeing these friends. plus we were all drinking. free drinks
niece's baptism. it was cool.
lakers winning championship was awesome. very awesome. so so awesome.
a little reunion with middle school friends and free drinks. dancing. partying.
it was a good day and good night.
*smiley face*
place is HUGE. DAMN.
that's all i got to say about that.
reception was at some chinese restaurant. to be honest i didn't want to be there. i wanted to go home for the laker game. but then i roamed the place and found a tv at the bar and let everyone know. most of the guys stayed in the bar the whole time. i found that tv. i'm awesome. i saved their days.
saw the laker game at the restaurant until halftime. then rushed home to catch it at my house.
i was so happy in the fourth quarter when it was for sure that the lakers were going to be the new world champions. i've never wanted to a championship so bad. especially for kobe. i almost teared up from joy. wow. i was really into it.
i celebrated...by myself...when the time ran out. i was so happy.
so happy. happy happy happy happy. so so so so happy. very happy.
yay. *big smiley face*
after the game i was supposed to go to a graduation party for a middle school friend who i haven't seen in 7 years.
i thought it was going to be awkward. especially seeing people i haven't seen in forever.
but it wasn't. there weren't too many middle school friends. like less than 10. and they remember me. and were excited. which made me excited to see them.
i was kind of shy and didn't say much at first but we all took some shots and some drinks at the open bar.
it was cool because my mom was there and she actually let me drink.
and once we all loosened up from the drinks...we all hit the dance floor. last time these people saw me, i didn't dance. so it was fun to actually dance with them. it was really nice seeing these friends. plus we were all drinking. free drinks
niece's baptism. it was cool.
lakers winning championship was awesome. very awesome. so so awesome.
a little reunion with middle school friends and free drinks. dancing. partying.
it was a good day and good night.
*smiley face*
Saturday, June 13, 2009
#18 - promises promises
when i make a promise to a friend, i like to keep it.
i pride myself in that. in holding true to those promises i make.
but there are some promises that i'm not sure i intend to keep.
don't know why i ever made those promises.
but i get really tempted to break them sometimes...
a lot of times actually.
i pride myself in that. in holding true to those promises i make.
but there are some promises that i'm not sure i intend to keep.
don't know why i ever made those promises.
but i get really tempted to break them sometimes...
a lot of times actually.
Friday, June 5, 2009
#17 - The Hangover
damn funnyass movie.
i laughed a lot.
saw the midnight showing and i enjoyed it.
at first i wasn't really feeling it to go to the movies.
i was a bit blah and didn't want to be around anyone.
but it's all good. movie was hilarious.
i want to have a night like that!
that's all. laterz.
i laughed a lot.
saw the midnight showing and i enjoyed it.
at first i wasn't really feeling it to go to the movies.
i was a bit blah and didn't want to be around anyone.
but it's all good. movie was hilarious.
i want to have a night like that!
that's all. laterz.
#16 - drunk asshole
so my asshole side came out that one night at the mansion.
a friend told me so.
yeah, i don't remember that night but apparently i was mean.
apparently...i was EXTREMELY mean and aggressive towards another friends who was just trying to take care of me. i feel bad about that. i don't even know what i was saying, but when i was told what i had said, i was like..."oh damn. i feel bad."
so i told myself i'd make it up to the person. i got him cake.
but that was short-lived.
i was being a prick to another friend. i guess i said a lot of stuff i shouldn't have said when i was drunk. it happens to everyone.
but when i do it, it's usually not TOO bad.
but i guess i said stuff to this person as if i was trying to make them feel guilty. which resulted in them being mad at me.
then i said stuff that made them sad. and i really feel bad about that. really really really bad.
i'll make it up to that person too sometime.
sorry guys. my bad. =\
never again.
well yeah, i guess that's all.
i said stuff that i would never say to people sober...at least i don' think so. haha.
no more drunkeness for me for awhile. i don't want that stuff to happen again.
good night.
a friend told me so.
yeah, i don't remember that night but apparently i was mean.
apparently...i was EXTREMELY mean and aggressive towards another friends who was just trying to take care of me. i feel bad about that. i don't even know what i was saying, but when i was told what i had said, i was like..."oh damn. i feel bad."
so i told myself i'd make it up to the person. i got him cake.
but that was short-lived.
i was being a prick to another friend. i guess i said a lot of stuff i shouldn't have said when i was drunk. it happens to everyone.
but when i do it, it's usually not TOO bad.
but i guess i said stuff to this person as if i was trying to make them feel guilty. which resulted in them being mad at me.
then i said stuff that made them sad. and i really feel bad about that. really really really bad.
i'll make it up to that person too sometime.
sorry guys. my bad. =\
never again.
well yeah, i guess that's all.
i said stuff that i would never say to people sober...at least i don' think so. haha.
no more drunkeness for me for awhile. i don't want that stuff to happen again.
good night.
Sunday, May 31, 2009
#15 - ray's surprise on Hnight
it was ray's birthday surprise.
it was also same night as hnight.
i had to go to both. so i told myself i'm going to get drunk fast so i can sober up and go to hnight.
i lost control, dammit.
yea, i got drunk fast. too drunk.
i woke up on katrina's bed, not knowing what happened. that's never good.
i've always remembered things after being drunk.
this time i didn't.
i just hope i didnt't do anything stupid or like yak all over someone.
i'm guessing i had fun though.
good job to me. i had a good time. haha.
when i woke up, i was pretty damn hungover. but i had to go to the end of Hnight.
i got there in time, so that was good, though i felt like shit watching everything.
congratulations omicron class...minus my lil bro (or EX lil bro). boo.
not drinking for a while anymore...that's for SURE.
it was also same night as hnight.
i had to go to both. so i told myself i'm going to get drunk fast so i can sober up and go to hnight.
i lost control, dammit.
yea, i got drunk fast. too drunk.
i woke up on katrina's bed, not knowing what happened. that's never good.
i've always remembered things after being drunk.
this time i didn't.
i just hope i didnt't do anything stupid or like yak all over someone.
i'm guessing i had fun though.
good job to me. i had a good time. haha.
when i woke up, i was pretty damn hungover. but i had to go to the end of Hnight.
i got there in time, so that was good, though i felt like shit watching everything.
congratulations omicron class...minus my lil bro (or EX lil bro). boo.
not drinking for a while anymore...that's for SURE.
Friday, May 29, 2009
#14 - UP!
great movie.
loved it. quite funny.
also was the first 3-D movie i saw...but i don't think it was worth an extra 5 or so bucks. stuff didn't even pop out off of the screen that much like at those shows in disneyland.
but there was still some 3-D.
i want to watch it again...while being high.
it's going to be really funny if you watch it high.
yay for midnight showings.
i'm tired. i don't know why i'm updating now.
sleepy.
gwahhhh.
have a good summer.
KIT.
(^ i used to put that in yearbooks in middle school)
loved it. quite funny.
also was the first 3-D movie i saw...but i don't think it was worth an extra 5 or so bucks. stuff didn't even pop out off of the screen that much like at those shows in disneyland.
but there was still some 3-D.
i want to watch it again...while being high.
it's going to be really funny if you watch it high.
yay for midnight showings.
i'm tired. i don't know why i'm updating now.
sleepy.
gwahhhh.
have a good summer.
KIT.
(^ i used to put that in yearbooks in middle school)
Sunday, May 24, 2009
#13 - pgrad
woke up with a nasty hangover.
really bad hangover. i could barely get up to go to pgrad.
but i eventually made it.
throughout the ceremony, i just kind of sat there since i had a really bad headache. but i paid attention to some of the speeches, especially the ones that were made by the people i knew better.
then i just got a bit sad.
quite sad actually.
pgrad looked really cool. it was my first time there but it's pretty nice, a lot of people i knew were there. but then i remembered...i'm not going to be at pgrad. i'm not even graduating with my friends here in LB. that saddened me.
i might be just graduating all alone...
it was nice to see them oldies graduate. it was also a bit sad because i knew they weren't going to be around as much.
i saw a couple get teary or near teary when some of their closer friends was up there...
that made me more sad.
i can see that they're going to miss these graduates very much.
will i have that at my graduation?
i didn't graduate. but i'm probably going be gone next year.
and when i do graduate. who knows which of these people will still be in touch?
who knows which of these graduates I'LL be in touch with?
graduation is a happy and sad time. but i get too nostalgic. it's more sad to me.
i don't like change. i don't like moving on.
but it happens.
congrats to class of '09.
hope to still see you around.
good day.
really bad hangover. i could barely get up to go to pgrad.
but i eventually made it.
throughout the ceremony, i just kind of sat there since i had a really bad headache. but i paid attention to some of the speeches, especially the ones that were made by the people i knew better.
then i just got a bit sad.
quite sad actually.
pgrad looked really cool. it was my first time there but it's pretty nice, a lot of people i knew were there. but then i remembered...i'm not going to be at pgrad. i'm not even graduating with my friends here in LB. that saddened me.
i might be just graduating all alone...
it was nice to see them oldies graduate. it was also a bit sad because i knew they weren't going to be around as much.
i saw a couple get teary or near teary when some of their closer friends was up there...
that made me more sad.
i can see that they're going to miss these graduates very much.
will i have that at my graduation?
i didn't graduate. but i'm probably going be gone next year.
and when i do graduate. who knows which of these people will still be in touch?
who knows which of these graduates I'LL be in touch with?
graduation is a happy and sad time. but i get too nostalgic. it's more sad to me.
i don't like change. i don't like moving on.
but it happens.
congrats to class of '09.
hope to still see you around.
good day.
Friday, May 22, 2009
#12 - blahness
do you ever have one of those days when everything just hits you?
when you just kind of break down?
when something you've realized isn't true...actually ends up being true?
sometimes, things just gets so crappy you just can't take it.
you end up breaking down into tears.
some get angry and become destructive.
some cry themselves to sleep.
it's the result from bottling up everything inside.
i know people have those days at times.
do you?
i do.
when you just kind of break down?
when something you've realized isn't true...actually ends up being true?
sometimes, things just gets so crappy you just can't take it.
you end up breaking down into tears.
some get angry and become destructive.
some cry themselves to sleep.
it's the result from bottling up everything inside.
i know people have those days at times.
do you?
i do.
Saturday, May 16, 2009
#11 - PSST's 10th PACN!
wow. 10 years.
i remember when i first joined PSST. we were at the 4th PACN. the FOURTH.
wow has this club...or should i say, family, gone a long way. the costumes were awesome. backdrops for dances. the program was incredible! it was full color. truly legit. and really thick. (though there was a $5 implied donation, but of course i supported).
it was really nice to come back.
it was a like a mini reunion. so many alumni came back. as far back as class of '03. those are MY seniors when i a freshman. the seniors performing now were MY freshman when I was a senior.
yea. that's right. PSST is a dynasty.
i love it. i miss it.
really happy for all those who performed. i enjoyed the show.
really happy to see my high school friends who i don't see so often anymore.
they told me in college that it was like a family in PAC. i believe it. sure. i won't take that away from them.
but honestly, it was hard for me to really believe it because of my roots in high school.
just because it's a high school doesn't mean they give legitimate PACNs.
this one was truly legit.
ask jamie. she came along. she said she was inspired.
that's awesome to hear because this IS a high school PACN. not a college one.
but they're good.
this is where i came from.
there's always going to be a special spot in my heart for the PSST family.
i miss it all the time.
one of the biggest and greatest things to come across my life.
i love my experiences. i love the people.
PS - ST!
congrats again to all them young'ns on a great PACN.
...but i want to see that 10th anniversary montage though!
i felt i was kind of robbed from that...
i remember when i first joined PSST. we were at the 4th PACN. the FOURTH.
wow has this club...or should i say, family, gone a long way. the costumes were awesome. backdrops for dances. the program was incredible! it was full color. truly legit. and really thick. (though there was a $5 implied donation, but of course i supported).
it was really nice to come back.
it was a like a mini reunion. so many alumni came back. as far back as class of '03. those are MY seniors when i a freshman. the seniors performing now were MY freshman when I was a senior.
yea. that's right. PSST is a dynasty.
i love it. i miss it.
really happy for all those who performed. i enjoyed the show.
really happy to see my high school friends who i don't see so often anymore.
they told me in college that it was like a family in PAC. i believe it. sure. i won't take that away from them.
but honestly, it was hard for me to really believe it because of my roots in high school.
just because it's a high school doesn't mean they give legitimate PACNs.
this one was truly legit.
ask jamie. she came along. she said she was inspired.
that's awesome to hear because this IS a high school PACN. not a college one.
but they're good.
this is where i came from.
there's always going to be a special spot in my heart for the PSST family.
i miss it all the time.
one of the biggest and greatest things to come across my life.
i love my experiences. i love the people.
PS - ST!
congrats again to all them young'ns on a great PACN.
...but i want to see that 10th anniversary montage though!
i felt i was kind of robbed from that...
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
#10 - make the best of this time
finals are coming up. meaning the end of the year. meaning possibly my last week or so here in LB.
i MIGHT be back for a semester next year. i might not.
i shouldn't bet on it. better not give it the benefit of the doubt.
so i was thinking lately...i should really try to use up this time to hang out more and catch up with the people i have lost touch with. it'd be nice to hang out with them, like really hang out, maybe one on one and catch up.
i don't really know who i'll be hanging out with still next year. plus i don't know how often i'll be seeing the people i do keep in touch with.
not that i don't want to keep in touch with everyone. i'm just being practical. i know i'm not going to keep the same relationships with everyone that i have now. it's just reality. plus i've learned from experience.
in high school, i'm sure we've all had people whom we've said to, or they've said to us, "we're going to keep in contact and know each other forever!"
how many of those people are we really still tight with?
i'd have to say very, very little. i mean yeah, i keep in contact with a lot of people, but it's not the same as it was as before.
people i was really close with are now acquaintances.
people that were acquaintances i do not talk anymore.
not like i didn't try. i hate to get distant. i make the effort.
but my efforts can only get me so far.
some people don't reciprocate those efforts.
may seem pessimistic. but i'm just being realistic.
i'd like to hang out with more people here in LB before next year. even throughout summer.
it'd be nice.
have a good day.
even though i hated these last two...
i MIGHT be back for a semester next year. i might not.
i shouldn't bet on it. better not give it the benefit of the doubt.
so i was thinking lately...i should really try to use up this time to hang out more and catch up with the people i have lost touch with. it'd be nice to hang out with them, like really hang out, maybe one on one and catch up.
i don't really know who i'll be hanging out with still next year. plus i don't know how often i'll be seeing the people i do keep in touch with.
not that i don't want to keep in touch with everyone. i'm just being practical. i know i'm not going to keep the same relationships with everyone that i have now. it's just reality. plus i've learned from experience.
in high school, i'm sure we've all had people whom we've said to, or they've said to us, "we're going to keep in contact and know each other forever!"
how many of those people are we really still tight with?
i'd have to say very, very little. i mean yeah, i keep in contact with a lot of people, but it's not the same as it was as before.
people i was really close with are now acquaintances.
people that were acquaintances i do not talk anymore.
not like i didn't try. i hate to get distant. i make the effort.
but my efforts can only get me so far.
some people don't reciprocate those efforts.
may seem pessimistic. but i'm just being realistic.
i'd like to hang out with more people here in LB before next year. even throughout summer.
it'd be nice.
have a good day.
even though i hated these last two...
#9 - boo for yesterday
so i kinda hated yesterday.
i just hated the way i was feeling.
very blah.
blah.
blah.
blah.
i just hated the way i was feeling.
very blah.
blah.
blah.
blah.
Sunday, May 10, 2009
#8 - sister is observant
so my sister found out today.
not good. not good at all.
she's not dumb. she's an observant one. knows when i'm being weird and all.
but she's dumb in the sense she's quite gullible.
i told her a bold faced lie and she believed it.
that was easy.
still not good. but she left it at that.
on another note...i found out my cousin ratted me out to my parents. she tells them i drink and stuff. my cousin knows this because she's a friend on facebook and she's seen my pics.
she's like 15 years older than me.
she frikkin told on me. so my mom asked me about it.
of course i lied.
what am i going to say? my mom really does not condone drinking.
that's all.
happy mother's day.
not good. not good at all.
she's not dumb. she's an observant one. knows when i'm being weird and all.
but she's dumb in the sense she's quite gullible.
i told her a bold faced lie and she believed it.
that was easy.
still not good. but she left it at that.
on another note...i found out my cousin ratted me out to my parents. she tells them i drink and stuff. my cousin knows this because she's a friend on facebook and she's seen my pics.
she's like 15 years older than me.
she frikkin told on me. so my mom asked me about it.
of course i lied.
what am i going to say? my mom really does not condone drinking.
that's all.
happy mother's day.
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)
