it is my birthday today. it's all good. no need to be celebrating it right now. i did that on sunday with a party. that was pretty crackin'.
to be honest, i haven't really been excited for my birthdays for past few years. it's just been whatever to me. i guess i'm a little more excited this year because i'm actually having a party and i'm finally turning the legal age to drink. not even because it's MY BIRTHDAY...but because i can buy drinks now and i think is cool.
it's nice to be greeted "happy birthday" and everything...but i don't know...if anything, this day just makes me feel more sad than regular days for some odd reason. i never really expect anythign for my birthday. no need to.
it's just a regular day. i just happen to be born on that day. it's not like the day was made for me.
but still. this year it was fun. party was fun. really fun. glad people enjoyed.
i'm 21 now. big TWO-ONE. yay i guess?
i don't know. i'm still just whatevers.
i'll see how this day goes. and maybe my outlook on my birthday may change...or maybe it won't and it'll still be just a whatever day.
i've always been made to believe that birthdays are so great with a lot of wonderful things happening for the celebrant.
but it's never like that for me.
maybe that's why i'm pretty indifferent about it.
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