#43 - totally missed out

so i guess there's a weekly thing on thursdays at ajay's.
i was supposed to be there last night, but NOOOOO...parents were home and i had to be home.
fml.

at least it wasn't only me who missed out. anjelica missed out too.
we missed out on it together...so we kept each other company...on VIDEO CHAT.

sounds pathetic. yea, whatever.
we tried video chatting with the people at the kickback. was a success for a while but ended being a fail. it only made us feel worse for not being there as we saw what we were missing out on.

then they left the video chat. and it was just me and anjelica.
it was cool. bonding time for us. we were on that video chat thing for like 5 plus hours.
that's a new record for me.

the whole time we kept texting jessieanne about updates on the kickback.

found out my ading, tony drank.
that was a bust. kind of dissapointed. kind of butthut.
i'm just excited to have an ading that finally comes out so i guess i was just hoping to be there when he drinks and gets drunk for the first time.
but NOPE! he chooses to drink the thursday i'm not around. then i hear problems from jessieanne about how stubborn the dude is and kept wanting to drive.
boo ading. you didn't wait for me.
sad face.

me and anjelica also kept hearing how donna was effed up out of her mind. when i kept asking people from the kickback who was drunk, they kept saying donna.
bummed me and anjelica out because i don't think she's ever seen donna drunk, and i've haven't seen her drunk in a while, because she's always choosing to not go that crazy.
but again, the night she chooses to go wild and crazy and cupcaking is the night me and anjelica missed out.

we were sad. everyone was fucked up and weren't there.
sad. sad. sad.
no one was even answering her text. anjelica texted several people and no one replied.
for me, jessieanne and tony replied. although tony's replies on facebook and textbook were all misspelled, evidence of his drunkenness. and the fool kept lying and said he wasn't drunk.

then anjelica and i heard some more crazy updates later, but i won't go into that.

ohhhh dear.
me and anjelica made a deal. next time we're going to be there for sure. and if everyone doesn't want to go all crazy next time, just leave it to me and her and whoever wasn't there (anthony, sacha, etc.) to party it up, regardless of whether everyone else joins.

boo. we effing missed out.
and then people rubbed in our faces too. not cool. *cough cough* tony

#42 - raindrops falling on the rooftops

rain is here.
fall is here.

i'm happy.
i was getting tired of the heat. i sweat too easily and it's too hot. plus i like wearing jackets and sweaters.

here's a haiku:

rain is falling down
i can't see when i'm driving
who cares? rain means snow

thank you very much.

#41 - replacement

lately

i feel like i'm being replaced...

#40 - 5 day weekends

i'm bored right now.
so i'm going to update.

so this first half of the term was quite fun.
since i only have class tuesdays and wednesdays...i went out a lot. and i mean a LOT.
i've been to LB almost everyday for the past 2 weeks. and i'd get home late in the night too. i didn't expect that that's how my days would play out after going to a private school for nursing.

it's cool. i don't mind.
i mean it's not going to last forever, so i might as well have my fun now.
but yea the last two weeks were just filled mainly for TDB rush events and some PAC events. i don't want to ghost in PAC. i heard there's a lot of new people this year.
definitely don't want to ghost in TDB. have to pick up a lil bro still.

plus i don't need all the 5 days of my weekend to study. it's not like i have a job.
so i go out.
TDB meetings, events. PAC meetings, cultural, events.
and then whatever else. just visiting friends when i can.
i can't complain so far about my semester. it's been fun.

i SHOULD be studying a lot more though. but i'm doing fine.

but since i've been coming home late...i'm now in trouble for having it happen too often.
dammit.
that's what sucks about living at home. especially with strict parents.

ok. that's all i want to write here.
off to my other blog.

yay for 5 day weekends. so chill.

#39 - free time

so i was thinking today...i have a lot of free time.

this past week i was out kind of a lot. like...5 days straight. that's not usual for me, especially with strict parents and also since i live at home.
but i just lie. it's not good...i know...but how else am i going to get out? i just tell them i'm going to the gym or joining a study group.

whatever gets me out of the house.

i've been down to LB quite often lately too. at the beginning of the year, i didn't think i'd be down there that much. but maybe it's because it's rush week last week and this next week. so i have good reason to be out for TDB.

speaking of TDB...i need to pick up a lil bro. i'm getting old in theta years, and i REALLY need to pick up. my last two dropped on me. sad face.

i got my friend jeannine from high school to go to a rush event...and i think she's going to be doing TDB lil sis. i'm happy because she's one of my good friends from high school.
i'm still working on getting trevor to do it though. i know he's busy...but i also think i can try to sucker him into doing it. haha.

so much free time...i'm able to just think about things. ok maybe not THAT much free time. but enough.

i realized i haven't updated my other blog lately. i should. i have quite a bit to update on that one. it's where i blog about more personal and private things. where i let out true feelings and such. i haven't done it in a while. i'm due to vent all that out.

this blog is just chill. nothing too crazy going on here.
i'm on here now only because i have free time. i don't even know what i really intended to talk about.

ok. now time for the private blog...

#38 - rush!

visited LB this week to rush.
not really just to rush, but to visit my friends of course. i miss seeing them everyday, and it was nice to see the PAC-ers and the bros and lil sisses.

i was rushing hard for guys though. i need a lil bro. i got first pick this semester and i gotta make sure to find a solid one that won't drop on me. man, i realized i'm old in theta years. crossed 2 years ago, but that's almost 5 classes ago.

i'm old schooL!

this week i'll see the guys who are interested. we got rush events for the next two weeks so i'm going to try to come down to LB more often.

it's hard because of my classes at WCU keep me busy. sad face there.

tomorrow is basketball night!
i'm down! and ready!

...but i ain't so ready for that damn pathophysiology test on tuesday...

#37 - bejeweled blitz!

it's a facebook game called bejeweled blitz.

and it's taking over my life!

it's so addicting! i can't stop playing it. even when i watch tv i'm thinking of awesome combinations i can do on the damn game!

oh dear.
another distraction keeping from my studies.

damn you facebook games!