#53 - its christmas time!

i like how i actually sound enthusiastic about christmas.
this is the first christmas in a while that i was actually quite happy and into it...even though it didn't even feel like christmas.

kind of feels like it crept up on me. i've been too busy to really let the holiday season sink in to me.
regardless, it was still a good christmas. didn't do much. i never usually do. went to a family friend's party for christmas eve...that's always chill. went to my cousin's christmas day. that was chill too...and i got to play with my cute nephews.

but yea, the past few years, christmas has been blah.
this year it wasn't. and i'm thankful for that. i'm actually feeling good and happy about it. and there's still new years.
i can never go out on new years though because my parents always hold a party at my house. kind of sucks because i actually want to go out. but it's whatevers. i'm not going to trip. i'm still pretty happy about everything.

didn't really ask for anything this christmas, but i know there are somethings i really wanted. it's nothing anyone could have given to me, so it's all good. didn't really get it but i didn't really mind. didn't think i was anyways.

=]
...a smile on face during holiday season. a real one too. not a fake one.
feels good.

#52 - snow trip

oh damn.
that was a fun weekend.

my snow trip started late on friday night, and i arrived with jeannine and kenneth. my goal was to get those two WASTED that first night because they've never been drunk before.
it was a success. jeannine was drunk and calling friends. kenneth was shitfaced and couldn't even walk anymore. ajay and i enjoyed seeing him drunk like that. he ended up throwing up and not remembering most of the night. good night for kenneth.

mary also got shitfaced. she was funny. but she's also grinding up and getting freaky on every person there. not just guys. but every person. she ended up throwing up some too, and i was there to take care of her. i had a pretty good buzz but i wasn't able to drink more to totally get messed up because i had to take care of people. i don't mind though. it's not like i'd just leave mary to suffer in a drunken state.
i was just happy she was there too.

aside from those three freshmen, there were several others running around drunk.
there were brownies made. special brownies. made by phil. not the easiest to eat as they were a bit hard on the outside, but i had 3 of them, and they hit me good.

i may not have gotten drunk, but i did get blown off those brownies.

this was the first night.

second day/night was fun too.
went tubing. was me, mary, jeannine, kenneth, kassandra, tony, christian, dane, and ajay. we were going crazy and doing different formations and different ways to go down the ice. we tried this formation where we held hands in a circle...and that just ended in an unsatisfactory manner to me. i fell off my tube, and since i was in front, i rolled on the ice, got run over by everyone else, and had my face dragged on the snow.
it really hurt. i was done after that.

then back to the house for more drunken fun. i drank continuously for a while. i remember just taking shots and eventually got drunk. i was more drunk than mary that night. more drunk than kenneth. and that's all i can really say.
i knocked out around 1 am.
i remember TAE coming...as in robbie, craig, JP, and macky...and creating so much noise that people couldn't sleep.

that gave me a headache when they were banging on our door. i was already drunk and trying to sleep.
eventually i was able to sleep though...while everyone downstairs would continue to get more effed up.

then the next morning...it was time to go back home.
boo.
i had a lot of fun at snow trip and i enjoyed being with the people that were there. i wish we all could have stayed another day...

it was a good way to start off my winter break though.
i already miss snow trip. had some awesome times up there.

#51 - it's thanksgiving

happy thanksgiving to everyone!
...or whoever may read this.

i actually feel quite thankful this year. i'm not going to lie, i don't always feel so thankful...especially in the past few years.

but this year...it's good.
plus it's my sister's birthday.

cool.

have a good one.

#50 - sleepover!

this weekend went by fast. spent some good time with the freshies.
christian. mary. tara. and dane.

they came over to my house in diamond bar and slept over.
it was kind of a last minute thing. actually, it was tara and mary's idea...then we told dane when we were about to leave...and same with christian.

it was chill. it would've been much better if my parents didn't come home. i thought they were at work...but NOPE. they surprised me in the middle of the night...while the rest of us were taking shots and right when me and christian were about to get the table for beer pong. haha.

i'm SO glad we didn't set up that table earlier...

the plan was to get christian drunk and let him entertain the rest of us. that didn't happen. but it was still a chill night.
it's nice to have people visit me in diamond bar. i don't see many LB people over where i live.

everyone slept late of course.
and the next day...before going back to LB...we went to life plaza in rowland heights and went to CUE.
yes, that's right. the very asian picture taking place where you draw on the pictures.
i realized how i totally fail in decorating those pictures. i'm not pro like some other people who go there all the time.

then i took them back to LB.

it was a chill weekend. i have a good time at home with them 4 visiting.
smiley face.

#49 - oh yeah =]

=]

i'm quite happy right now.
things are going prreettty good.


and i'm excited for christmas.

#48 - FUCK

FUCK


YOU

#47 - there's no 'i' in team

there's no 'I' in team - taking back sunday

it's an awesome song. pretty deep.
if you know the back story to this song concerning Brand New...it's quite interesting.

i just found out the exact meaning the song.
gotta say i could relate.