#7 - hopelessness is best

it's true.
to be hopeful means to be disappointed.
lose that hope and you save yourself from potential disaster.
not saying that good things can't happen. just saying they don't happen for everyone. like me.

this was a little something i wrote back in sophomore year in high school.
it's nothing great but i'm proud of it...
plus it reminds me of the mindset i should always keep in order to help myself out.

It's all on big upset
To keep dreaming and wishing
But only to find
Your heart scattered and bleeding
Then you'll wonder why
What's the point of believing?
After putting yourself
Through such a great beating

It hurts just to think when
You see the bright, endless sky
And then realize
All that you've felt was a lie.
As tears start to form
You just ask yourself, "Why?
What was the reason?"
It's just useless to try

To think of it as
Something you can't touch
To think you believed
In something so much
You hold on so tight
Like one holds a rope
But then in the end
You lose all of your hope

It makes you wonder
And fills you up with great doubt
That good things happen
You just can't figure it out
And feeling the pain...
The pain you'll cry about
You understand it-
FAILURE- it's what makes you shout

So think of it as
Something you can't touch
So think you believed
In something so much
You hold on so tight
Like one holds a rope
It all comes to end
With you losing your hope

yea. i said it wasn't anything great.
but wouldn't you agree though?
it's so much easier to keep going and not worry about disappointments and getting hurt when you have nothing to hope for.

also, that way, when good things happen, they're extra sweet. especially since you don't really expect them to happen.

i guess i sound like a pessimist. whatever.


all you optimists can keep hoping for good days.

good day all.