it was ray's birthday surprise.
it was also same night as hnight.
i had to go to both. so i told myself i'm going to get drunk fast so i can sober up and go to hnight.
i lost control, dammit.
yea, i got drunk fast. too drunk.
i woke up on katrina's bed, not knowing what happened. that's never good.
i've always remembered things after being drunk.
this time i didn't.
i just hope i didnt't do anything stupid or like yak all over someone.
i'm guessing i had fun though.
good job to me. i had a good time. haha.
when i woke up, i was pretty damn hungover. but i had to go to the end of Hnight.
i got there in time, so that was good, though i felt like shit watching everything.
congratulations omicron class...minus my lil bro (or EX lil bro). boo.
not drinking for a while anymore...that's for SURE.
Sunday, May 31, 2009
Friday, May 29, 2009
#14 - UP!
great movie.
loved it. quite funny.
also was the first 3-D movie i saw...but i don't think it was worth an extra 5 or so bucks. stuff didn't even pop out off of the screen that much like at those shows in disneyland.
but there was still some 3-D.
i want to watch it again...while being high.
it's going to be really funny if you watch it high.
yay for midnight showings.
i'm tired. i don't know why i'm updating now.
sleepy.
gwahhhh.
have a good summer.
KIT.
(^ i used to put that in yearbooks in middle school)
loved it. quite funny.
also was the first 3-D movie i saw...but i don't think it was worth an extra 5 or so bucks. stuff didn't even pop out off of the screen that much like at those shows in disneyland.
but there was still some 3-D.
i want to watch it again...while being high.
it's going to be really funny if you watch it high.
yay for midnight showings.
i'm tired. i don't know why i'm updating now.
sleepy.
gwahhhh.
have a good summer.
KIT.
(^ i used to put that in yearbooks in middle school)
Sunday, May 24, 2009
#13 - pgrad
woke up with a nasty hangover.
really bad hangover. i could barely get up to go to pgrad.
but i eventually made it.
throughout the ceremony, i just kind of sat there since i had a really bad headache. but i paid attention to some of the speeches, especially the ones that were made by the people i knew better.
then i just got a bit sad.
quite sad actually.
pgrad looked really cool. it was my first time there but it's pretty nice, a lot of people i knew were there. but then i remembered...i'm not going to be at pgrad. i'm not even graduating with my friends here in LB. that saddened me.
i might be just graduating all alone...
it was nice to see them oldies graduate. it was also a bit sad because i knew they weren't going to be around as much.
i saw a couple get teary or near teary when some of their closer friends was up there...
that made me more sad.
i can see that they're going to miss these graduates very much.
will i have that at my graduation?
i didn't graduate. but i'm probably going be gone next year.
and when i do graduate. who knows which of these people will still be in touch?
who knows which of these graduates I'LL be in touch with?
graduation is a happy and sad time. but i get too nostalgic. it's more sad to me.
i don't like change. i don't like moving on.
but it happens.
congrats to class of '09.
hope to still see you around.
good day.
really bad hangover. i could barely get up to go to pgrad.
but i eventually made it.
throughout the ceremony, i just kind of sat there since i had a really bad headache. but i paid attention to some of the speeches, especially the ones that were made by the people i knew better.
then i just got a bit sad.
quite sad actually.
pgrad looked really cool. it was my first time there but it's pretty nice, a lot of people i knew were there. but then i remembered...i'm not going to be at pgrad. i'm not even graduating with my friends here in LB. that saddened me.
i might be just graduating all alone...
it was nice to see them oldies graduate. it was also a bit sad because i knew they weren't going to be around as much.
i saw a couple get teary or near teary when some of their closer friends was up there...
that made me more sad.
i can see that they're going to miss these graduates very much.
will i have that at my graduation?
i didn't graduate. but i'm probably going be gone next year.
and when i do graduate. who knows which of these people will still be in touch?
who knows which of these graduates I'LL be in touch with?
graduation is a happy and sad time. but i get too nostalgic. it's more sad to me.
i don't like change. i don't like moving on.
but it happens.
congrats to class of '09.
hope to still see you around.
good day.
Friday, May 22, 2009
#12 - blahness
do you ever have one of those days when everything just hits you?
when you just kind of break down?
when something you've realized isn't true...actually ends up being true?
sometimes, things just gets so crappy you just can't take it.
you end up breaking down into tears.
some get angry and become destructive.
some cry themselves to sleep.
it's the result from bottling up everything inside.
i know people have those days at times.
do you?
i do.
when you just kind of break down?
when something you've realized isn't true...actually ends up being true?
sometimes, things just gets so crappy you just can't take it.
you end up breaking down into tears.
some get angry and become destructive.
some cry themselves to sleep.
it's the result from bottling up everything inside.
i know people have those days at times.
do you?
i do.
Saturday, May 16, 2009
#11 - PSST's 10th PACN!
wow. 10 years.
i remember when i first joined PSST. we were at the 4th PACN. the FOURTH.
wow has this club...or should i say, family, gone a long way. the costumes were awesome. backdrops for dances. the program was incredible! it was full color. truly legit. and really thick. (though there was a $5 implied donation, but of course i supported).
it was really nice to come back.
it was a like a mini reunion. so many alumni came back. as far back as class of '03. those are MY seniors when i a freshman. the seniors performing now were MY freshman when I was a senior.
yea. that's right. PSST is a dynasty.
i love it. i miss it.
really happy for all those who performed. i enjoyed the show.
really happy to see my high school friends who i don't see so often anymore.
they told me in college that it was like a family in PAC. i believe it. sure. i won't take that away from them.
but honestly, it was hard for me to really believe it because of my roots in high school.
just because it's a high school doesn't mean they give legitimate PACNs.
this one was truly legit.
ask jamie. she came along. she said she was inspired.
that's awesome to hear because this IS a high school PACN. not a college one.
but they're good.
this is where i came from.
there's always going to be a special spot in my heart for the PSST family.
i miss it all the time.
one of the biggest and greatest things to come across my life.
i love my experiences. i love the people.
PS - ST!
congrats again to all them young'ns on a great PACN.
...but i want to see that 10th anniversary montage though!
i felt i was kind of robbed from that...
i remember when i first joined PSST. we were at the 4th PACN. the FOURTH.
wow has this club...or should i say, family, gone a long way. the costumes were awesome. backdrops for dances. the program was incredible! it was full color. truly legit. and really thick. (though there was a $5 implied donation, but of course i supported).
it was really nice to come back.
it was a like a mini reunion. so many alumni came back. as far back as class of '03. those are MY seniors when i a freshman. the seniors performing now were MY freshman when I was a senior.
yea. that's right. PSST is a dynasty.
i love it. i miss it.
really happy for all those who performed. i enjoyed the show.
really happy to see my high school friends who i don't see so often anymore.
they told me in college that it was like a family in PAC. i believe it. sure. i won't take that away from them.
but honestly, it was hard for me to really believe it because of my roots in high school.
just because it's a high school doesn't mean they give legitimate PACNs.
this one was truly legit.
ask jamie. she came along. she said she was inspired.
that's awesome to hear because this IS a high school PACN. not a college one.
but they're good.
this is where i came from.
there's always going to be a special spot in my heart for the PSST family.
i miss it all the time.
one of the biggest and greatest things to come across my life.
i love my experiences. i love the people.
PS - ST!
congrats again to all them young'ns on a great PACN.
...but i want to see that 10th anniversary montage though!
i felt i was kind of robbed from that...
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
#10 - make the best of this time
finals are coming up. meaning the end of the year. meaning possibly my last week or so here in LB.
i MIGHT be back for a semester next year. i might not.
i shouldn't bet on it. better not give it the benefit of the doubt.
so i was thinking lately...i should really try to use up this time to hang out more and catch up with the people i have lost touch with. it'd be nice to hang out with them, like really hang out, maybe one on one and catch up.
i don't really know who i'll be hanging out with still next year. plus i don't know how often i'll be seeing the people i do keep in touch with.
not that i don't want to keep in touch with everyone. i'm just being practical. i know i'm not going to keep the same relationships with everyone that i have now. it's just reality. plus i've learned from experience.
in high school, i'm sure we've all had people whom we've said to, or they've said to us, "we're going to keep in contact and know each other forever!"
how many of those people are we really still tight with?
i'd have to say very, very little. i mean yeah, i keep in contact with a lot of people, but it's not the same as it was as before.
people i was really close with are now acquaintances.
people that were acquaintances i do not talk anymore.
not like i didn't try. i hate to get distant. i make the effort.
but my efforts can only get me so far.
some people don't reciprocate those efforts.
may seem pessimistic. but i'm just being realistic.
i'd like to hang out with more people here in LB before next year. even throughout summer.
it'd be nice.
have a good day.
even though i hated these last two...
i MIGHT be back for a semester next year. i might not.
i shouldn't bet on it. better not give it the benefit of the doubt.
so i was thinking lately...i should really try to use up this time to hang out more and catch up with the people i have lost touch with. it'd be nice to hang out with them, like really hang out, maybe one on one and catch up.
i don't really know who i'll be hanging out with still next year. plus i don't know how often i'll be seeing the people i do keep in touch with.
not that i don't want to keep in touch with everyone. i'm just being practical. i know i'm not going to keep the same relationships with everyone that i have now. it's just reality. plus i've learned from experience.
in high school, i'm sure we've all had people whom we've said to, or they've said to us, "we're going to keep in contact and know each other forever!"
how many of those people are we really still tight with?
i'd have to say very, very little. i mean yeah, i keep in contact with a lot of people, but it's not the same as it was as before.
people i was really close with are now acquaintances.
people that were acquaintances i do not talk anymore.
not like i didn't try. i hate to get distant. i make the effort.
but my efforts can only get me so far.
some people don't reciprocate those efforts.
may seem pessimistic. but i'm just being realistic.
i'd like to hang out with more people here in LB before next year. even throughout summer.
it'd be nice.
have a good day.
even though i hated these last two...
#9 - boo for yesterday
so i kinda hated yesterday.
i just hated the way i was feeling.
very blah.
blah.
blah.
blah.
i just hated the way i was feeling.
very blah.
blah.
blah.
blah.
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